Environment friendly Cheap dustbins

These are the environment friendly cheap dustbins that i made with the help of my maid by using an old oil can and some shiny wrappers and glue and scissor.
I think they look pretty cute and creative .
I think anybody can make them at home as a room dustbin rather than buying the expensive one from the market. They are amazing and take care of the old Oil can in a very nice way :)

Pretty in white :)

 I'm barely a year old in this pic .Haaha you can see the light that's infront of me , its due to my magical presence :)

If you could be mine........

Ahh, I'm tired  of convincing and even forcing you to understand what i feel for you
And how beautiful our life could be together
Huh! all i can see in your and words is how rigid you are towards your principles and convictions
I wish you could melt with me in the heat of passion, relish with me in the cauldron of love
Renounce the dogma's and the doctrine's of this fake world
Run away in any mystic place from this mundane world
But you don't seem to understand , your gestures are clamouring to me the fakeness of your profile
Here i'm standing thinking about a feeling called LOVE
But i think it's over now for us ...................

I want JOAN BAEZ to sing my poem in her beautiful beautiful voice ,
Mwaaaaaaaah I love u ,  Joan  chandon baez

Cost awareness is needed to save the world.....

There has been a lot of wastage and mismanagement that has been done by humans in our planet earth  that has resulted in so many people being deprived of the basic necessities of life. Like people who acquire the resources don’t utilize it in a environment friendly way .Thus the gap between the poor and the rich just grows indefinitely

I think there comes the basic tool of cost efficiency and effective management of resources that should be known to all the people, applied by the corporate giants and also at the government level. There is a very thin line between cost saving and cost efficiency and as I said that we must practice cost efficiency means we must not compromise on the quality of the things we do by better planning.

The individual level steps that we can take can start from our very own kitchen, garden, attire etc. Like I always have been fascinated by the idea of kitchen garden and I think many people practice it. However, the ratio has been very low against the high tide in the food inflation, with kitchen garden I, myself have planted mint, coriander, spinach, spring onion, garlic shoots and for a starter they turned out to be good they smell awesome and the happiness I feel as I eat the home planted herbs is beyond words .It has also saved the extra cost of buying these herbs and im sure anybody can do it even in the small pots with a variety of vegetables and fruits.

I have also came across a recent article about home made manure that includes paper clippings ,fruit peels, torn tea bags and tea water to be used a manure instead of the chemical infested cow shit . This is an amazing thing that could tremendously take care of the everyday waste in an effective although I have not tried it but I’m aching to do so. Other ideas like putting the left over tea in rose plants are also tried and tested by me as they make the roses grow beautifully while doesn’t block the drain if I get rid of by the sink J .

Then there is a thing about left over food as many affluent people just throw away the left over in a trash and waste it without even thinking that there are human beings who can die to get what we are throwing. I find myself lucky in the fact that iam living in country where you can get domestic labour and feed them the food or if the food is very stale than there are stray  dogs, crows who can always eat them. There is also a very good tip to deal with  left over’s if the person is a bit creative and loves hard work ,not for me, they can always use the meat from the curry to make burger patties or meat pie and I love the potato paratha ( AAOLO KA PARATHA ) that my mother makes from mashed potatoes . I actually in order to do something for eid  did fill the samosa ( a   triangular snack filled with the filling  meat ,cheese . potato popularly )  with  left over spaghetti and the guest just loved it and me too finally got  rid of it hahahah  ..

Then always the old clothes and stuff can be sold at the internet sites like eBay at reduced prices to at least cover some of the original price .Its again all about anticipating the future fashion and popularity of the stuff  although for some it might look pathetic, desperate attempt to get cash so they can use any other name to make a face book page, change the voice when picking up the phone  from any other sim card ,after all humor is the spice of life , acting skills could also be improved with this exercise as well . Students can also sell their old books at half the price better not to sell their current semester books otherwise the parents could  practice anger control by beating them hard, my mother has invented  a unique way of torturing me as she cooks food that I hate or in summer morning switch off the fan and yes I succumb .

 On a bigger level again there are a lot of things that a government or the corporate giants are supposed to do like waste management, consuming less energy, alternative energy production than the current fuel production, utilizing food and water in a efficient way so that people of the developing countries could have access to it.

 As we all know that one of the biggest threat to the world is damage to the ozone layer that has already been started at a rapid pace due to carbon emissions and electricity production by fuel .Electricity production by fuel is a dangerous threat to environment ,recently it has been proved that the climate of the world will change to such a level that extreme situation will be experienced all over the world like floods, heat wave, mass level migration that will bring a lot of casualty in the world. Then there is problem like increasing world population that has already reached 7 billion that needs to be controlled immediately.

US is a menace to the world as it is less than 5 % of global population and uses upto quarter of the world's  fossil fuel , burning up to 25 % coal, 26 % of oil  and 27 % of natural gas . The solution to the fuel is that there has to  be solar paneled cars, the American people should stop using big, giant cars that takes a lot of fuel. There has to be alternative sources of the production of the electricity like bio fuel, wind mills, hydro power plants. I didn’t mention the thermal power plants as they are a threat to the environment, yes, due to recent Fukishima accident. Then I think Pakistan, India and US, should make heavy fines on couples who would go for a second baby and make it illegal  to control increasing population and food starvation although difficult it is but not impossible so that couples would think thousand of times before planning a baby .

For the corporate giants the government should make sure that they make their objective that is aimed at being environment friendly linked to saving cost rather than just aimed at profit maximization. Like they can promote the use of recycled paper bags, reusable shampoo other bottles and building up of healthcare and school facilities out of their profits for free to masses as compulsory.

However I think there has to be a limit to it and one should live life as they want to and sometimes its fine to follow your heart out by buying things that are expensive and which one desire to have and yes one cant be cost efficient by staying naked, using pigeons instead of mobile phone or eating nothing to help to the cause of starvation. It is good to fulfill your desires as you get life just for once.  As I think there is no point in curbing your desire if you have money in order to save money but  if you’re stingy then it’s something else. One of our relative is famous for their stinginess, my siblings has defamed them of using just one underwear to save cost J

Then, There is a classic joke about memons who are famous for their penurious and stingy ways, they use to get excited after watching porn in reverse as the girl returns the money the excitement used to go to the peak and the motive is achieved. If you know what I mean.

We will miss you Steve Jobs :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1R-jKKp3NA&feature=related


Again God showed us that Death can't be escaped no matter how rich, how talented you are .With the demise of Steve Jobs, I'm convinced of the  fact that one must live life to fullest, do what you love most in your life , be prepared to attack every opportunity as it comes your way as it can deceive you anytime ..........
Like Steve Jobs said,

 Stay hungry , Stay foolish  

God Vs Death .....

Death claimed: I’m the master and conquer above all.

God replied: I created you, you fool and you are slave in my hands.

Death, danced and danced with joy :  no doubt you have created me but still I’m the one that takes the pride of sucking life out of the living making them dead, helpless.

God smiled, a smile full of wisdom : You can make them momentarily dead by the power I have granted to you but its me who would make them alive again, making the dead alive blowing the life inside them and stand them in one complete form as I have created them .

Death proudly commented: I know you will make them alive but still till the end of the world I would be the one scaring people away wishing that I don’t  come to them but I will chase them, chase, chase until I fulfill my job ,painful death ……………… a mad laughter

 

God replied: You are forgetting the fact that when you are sucking away the life out of my people, my creation. It’s when I’m the most closest to them. My sight makes my people, the pious one to not feel the pain but the happiness of meeting me, they rejoice in the fact that they don’t have to live in this mirage anymore.

Death smirked:  What about the pain that I inflict upon your creation, your people .When they cry for help to you but God you don’t help them to live, they cry that the pain should ease, they are helpless as they can see their fate by their own eyes …………End of their life but you don’t help.

God: Life is a test and this world is a temporary place, all has to return to me. Where I will tell them how they performed in their test. If somebody faces any problem in the world and remains patient then I will grant him/her heaven. The pain that you give also become a source of pleasure as my people can see that how much I reward them for their patience.

Death: Huh! How would people believe you God! They have not seen heaven or the hell. They have just seen death …… Petrified, pale people. How would they believe if you exist or not. All they know is that their loved one’s go far away from them to a place from where no one returns. Why would they believe you, you tell people that you love them the most and then they are faced with so many difficulties in their life….and then you have created me...  a rueful smile on death’s face.

God: I have created this beautiful world, I have created humans. I have created the animals, insects and all the wonders of this world and the universe. Now tell me is not this enough for the people to believe me.  Yes! I love them the most in this world more than their own parents. If the parents get angry from their children even a bit they give them detention, look at me do I stop giving them food? Do I take away their power of walking, talking, and eating even for a moment in anger?

Death smiled:   I make physically challenged people dead too. What is their sin? They are born like this with no fault of their own?

God: I told you life is a test and based on the difficulties people face in this life and how they perform. I will grant them hell or heaven.

Death: So,you created world for your own whim, like a video game, where you play with the toys, pat them on their back if they do well, kill them and burn them if you don’t like them. Why do you do this with your own creation, tell me! Why have you created them?

God: I have created people to praise me.

Death smirked again: Oh! I see you are a narcissist as well!

God: Well! I’m God, I’m the creator of everything in this world should not I be?

Death : ………………………………………..   

 I never though that life would have been so difficult in the past couple of days . One never knows when sorrow will strike you .It just catch u unprepared and leaves u delusional and shattered

 I don’t know what to even expect from God as one expects the best and then this happens but at the end its God that gives courage to fight back and stand upright .

My dad has not been well and all in the family including me has been trying our best to cope with it . I hope that tomorrow will  bring the good news Inshallah .

And everthing will turn fine as it used to be may it be just a temporary test of God to ordinary mortals like us .

I had been so tensed not only because of Dad but because of my mom who doesn’t feel well because of him and tries to remain calm but I know what has been running in her mind all the time .

I don’t know because of the generation gap I tries my best to get as much as physical with her but she doesn’t  like me hugging and holding her or may be shies away from it which I am unable to read  .

I don’t how to play my part  and I’m usually left dumb and quiet unable to brighten the situation .May be because of the fact that I’m the youngest in my family and everybody treats me as a baby till now .

I don’t know what I’m writing and what I’m supposed to write I’m just so tensed and I pray to God that everything will turn fine tomorrow morning despite knowing the fact that nothing can be turned good as my dad has been suffering from a fatal disease called Gastric cancer and also in the late stage.

 Things were normal in jan-feb.In the late feb however my dad started having the usual symptoms like heartburn, slight pain .We took it lightly and considering it a usual case of ulcer took him to the  nearby GP who gave him the usual medications like RISEK etc. This situation was on and off like that till in mid march he got severe pain and vomited we took him to the stomach specialist who suggested endoscopy and biopsy .

In the biopsy report it was confirmed that my dad has got a malignant ulcer, a minute tumour .We considered several surgeons who suggested us to go ahead with the operation. 

 However we decided to go ahead with the best surgeon of the town who has the highest success rate in Karachi in the case of gastric cancer DR KM INAM PAL of Agakhan University Hospital .

 He immediately admitted my father and did a 6 hour operation on 21-4-2011. After the operation he came out and said that, “ I’m very disappointed and it was not even in my wildest dream that the cancer spots could be seen so much in the intestine. However I have shaved the intestines and removed the tumour “

  He gave after surgery care to my dad at AKUH for about a week and then discharged him. My dad was coping up with the after surgery pain and could eat light food for a week .For further treatment we went upto several oncologist who when saw the report of the surgery made us rock with the shock that Dr Inam had lied to you about the Cancer stage and your dad is in the 4rth stage as its written in pencil by INAM PAL on the report. We could not take this shock even 3 is not a early stage but still it gives you a ray of hope .

We discussed the situation with several doctors in our family who suggested us to not to go ahead with Chemotherapy as the objectives are not attained in the last stage and especially in this cancer and chemo is very very painful some patients who as soon as gets an injection starts to throw up and feels like they are burning from the inside. The maximum chemo can give you in the last stage is just a month and you never know that whether the side effects of chemo will come in this extended life of your’s or not.

Hence, after a painful decision we decided to not to go ahead with chemo as my dad is already too weak and could not take the painful chemo that is useless for him.

 Our family decided to go Umrah in June but my dad condition begin to deterioite and he was not able to digest even water and was throwing up some bile and his stomach was getting harder when we contacted INAM PAL as he has seen the internal condition to what to do further he rudely told us that “ what I can do now, I have done my job. Don’t come to me for little little pain ,Eat Calpol “

 INAM PAL, may you rot in hell  if anybody cant digest water how can he take CALPOL.

 Then we consulted an old friend of my uncle and the surgeon we had consulted before , DR NADEEM KHURSHEDI of LNH and he sent us to Najib, the oncologist who saw the reports and sent us back to Nadeem Khurshedi again, Nadeem immediately admitted my father and placed an Engi tube and started feeding my dad on drips. 

 Nadeem told us that, “ I sent you people to Najib as he in my opinion could have better handled this case but he begged before me that I cant handle a gastric cancer patient who don’t want  to go ahead with chemo . I,as a doctor know that chemo is not an option for him so I will treat him under me then. He also told us about the negligience of Inam Pal of AKUH that he should have attached a bag with the intestines of my dad so that he would not have faced such a problem of food stucking up in the intestines as it could gone to the bag, Nadeem was saying that in Khi most of the doctors have become commercial and just care for money. I did not become doctor just the sake of money “

We could not disagree with what he was saying at that time as he appeared as an angel in this need of the hour and doing what as a surgeon Dr Inam Pal ,the bastard or as an oncologist Najib should have done providing necessary medications like liquid FALGAN  or installing enji tube that would have relieved the pain of my dad, making him feel better

This callous attitude of Dr Inam Pal  has lost my faith from the doctors and confirmed the fact that 99% of them are all commercial and devoid of any human feeling and have a heart of a stone.  The doctors take an oath to help the humanity and have a moral duty to save human life and like all professions have a ethical duty to be true and honest towards their job but seldom do any abide by it.

I would request PMDC to cancel the license of Dr Inam Pal , Head of General surgery AKUH , as he not only did not provide the after surgery care by owning his mistake,caring just for his success rate but also is a culprit of a heinous crime of worsening my father’s situation and pain by not attaching a bag.

I also want PMDC to issue the warning signs for stomach cancer and other cancers so that they can be treated earlier and they should be continuously advertised in the magazines so as to increase awareness among the masses. As this is the form that is the most aggressive and is detected in the late stage not letting the patient think for a second that what he/she is going through.

People think that cancer kills just the patient but they forget the pain, depression, turmoil that the family and the loved one’s go through .Here I think God makes one realize  that no matter how modern or advanced the world will become human being is just so helpless against God.